“There are chemical balances in our bodies to tell us to feel this and feel that, do this and do that, but all in all there has to be something more, it can’t truly be that simple. I write music because there is no other road for me, even if I dream about taking a different road, my muse always guides me back, sometimes gently, sometimes forcefully. For me, the need to express my creativity runs through my body at the same volume as my blood does, the same intensity as the oxygen I need.
Over the years, my writing and music have grown with me, aged with me, suffered and loved with me, my muse seemingly always one step in front, like it sees ahead so as to guide and propel me forward, to get me ready to write and learn. My music comes from life, it’s not an extraordinary life but it is a life of love, loss, happiness, anger, and I can’t give anymore than that.
I don’t think I have ever had an amazing message to give or tell. I write because there’s no other way for me to grow and to learn and if I can give this through music, I will. I often argue with my muse, yell at it, love it. Somehow we always end up apologizing to one another when I write the next piece of music, it is an ongoing relationship that lives in my hands and my mind and my spirit and I will do my best to be loyal to it, as it is loyal to me. At the end of the day it is giving me the strength to do what I love and for that I must be eternally grateful. Its not easy to hold on to this relationship, all I can do is to continue with it for as long as I can, to keep writing and keep experiencing, because music is something I will never be without. I will always have it in my life.
So this is my music, I would like to thank those of you who have taken the time to listen. it means more then you will ever know. like everyything my music will change and grow as I do, but always staying consistent to who I am.” – Béla